It's literally been months since I've updated this thing!! Not like anyone reads it anyways, but still I was going to make an effort right??
It's bleen a bloody mad few weeks/months and not getting any simpler either. For some reason my head seems to be permanantly in a spin. Between home, work, family, friends.... gernerally life stuff, it's all just a mess!
Finances suck, work is mega stress and going to get worse as a collegue is going on pregnancy leave and I'm "covering" her position as well as my own while she's gone. Home life is complicated, and to top it all off Summer does not want to arrive!!!!! What the hell is going on?
I'm over weight, under tall and seriously thinking that I'm out of control. No matter what good intentions I have for "eating right" and ekkkkk Dieting..... I just eat what I want and say to heck with my rounded figure..... that is until yesterday when I saw a shadow of myself on the pavement and could not distinguish the different parts of my body... I mean it was all just one big shadow blob. OK so I know I'm fat, I know why I'm fat .... I just so don't have the willpower to do anything about it! That mid morning chocolate bar calls me merciloiusly from the snack machine, and that bag of chips leaps of the shop shelf to land directly in my basket, it's soooooooooo not my fault!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, no-one, nowhere............ somewhere in the vast void of cyber space..........
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LOL I read your blog, or did check from time to time and figured you just gave up on it :) I hear ya on the diet thing. I am determined to do something about it this time though as it's getting warmer here and I dread that I can't wear anything cute as I'm too fat for it. Just sooo lazy and wish I was one of those people who loved the gym and heatlhy food. Hope work isn't too bad!
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